intoxication: noun - an abnormal state in which a person's normal capacity to act or reason is inhibited, typically by alcohol or drugs; a poisoning
here I am staring at myself again
asking what the fuck is wrong with me
it should be easy to move on
so why can I hardly breathe?
soaked in this new intoxication
it replaces the ones I've left behind
imagine how I could use this time
if I could wipe these memories dry
what worth is mental clarity
if my visions too blurred to see
I can't seem to survive and still I hold on?
why?
"nothing I can do will make a difference"
I tell myself "don't even try"
and while I wear a stoic face
inside I crumble and die
what am I waiting for?!?!
I know what I have to do....
all the ways that I cut myself down
I'LL LET IT GO
the memories in which I drown
I'LL LET IT GO
the choice I've made that I'll never heal
I'LL LET IT GO
suffocating from the hopelessness I feel
I don't want it anymore
I don't need it anymore
I don't have to hold onto any of this anymore...
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